Promises and other things of the day

      I am really tired of broken promises people make to me. Its a bit sad but I really get quite annoyed and a bit heart broken when someone gets my hopes up for something and drops the "I'm sorry" bomb. This past year I ave been promised a lot of things only to be left waiting and feeling small. I finally came to a point where if someone says the word promise, I simply say, "Don't tell me that." Its a bit cynical and a bit bitchy but after hearing it to many times it becomes just a word. A word with no meaning. With the more sad talk out of the way, things were actually really great today. I went to Atlanta Pet Rescue this morning to help out for a couple hours. I love being there. Its so nice to help animals that need love, help and their spirits lifted. There is one dog that I absolutely love. Sage! She is the sweetest thing ever. (Picture on right) I really want this dog to have a good hoe. Hopefully with me, haha! I would love that. I got to be with the dogs today which was a first. I really really enjoyed it! I gave two a bath, walked two, cleaned some cat cages, played with cats and then got to play with the dogs!!! I had so much fun. Not only did it lift the animals' spirits' but it also lifted mine. I go back tomorrow morning to help out some more. I got an email from the apartment complex saying that I might get the place early!!!! That would be fantastic! I can't wait. I have so many things to decorate this place. I get to start from scratch! I am so happy! So moral of this blog......Take the bad and good. Things turn out the way they are supposed to. 

Have a great day!

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Secret affairs and matters of the hear

Do you ever feel as if you are just waitingImage by Funky64 (www.lucarossato.com)  
, waiting for an answer, a solution, an absolution. Sometimes I feel as if I wait and worry constantly about so many things. Have you ever looked in the mirror and saw so many faces, and shapes that you just keep staring to keep your self entertained? Sometimes I can just stare into the mirror and watch myself change and adapt to my mind. Sounds weird but I am willing to bet most of you have done it. It happens mostly when we are at our weakest point or highest point. At our extremes. 

I am reading a book, "The Artist's Way", and it is excellent. It is a book full of ways to get back to your inner most creative self. Doing exercises and tasks that help bring out the things that have been blocking ones creative capability. It is a great read, and I actually started writing again. Its great to be doing things again. Starting back up with dance, starting the company, starting writing and starting a whole new life of adventures. I have to keep my head up and move forward. 

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Confessions of the Broken heart, who fell for the beautiful mind

Image via WikipediaSo I have decided to take a break. Take a break from reality maybe. I have postponed the wedding and have decided that I wasn't ready. I needed to have some time to sit back and work things out in my life. There are also things that he needed to work on and that is why we are taking this time to work things out. I have been through some tough things in my life but nothing compares to this. How do you try and help someone you love. Someone that you care about so so much and don't want any harm coming to that person. Yet, they don't know they need help or to work things out in their lives. The man that has loved me the most and still loves me the most needs to learn to accept and love himself. It feels as if my heart is being torn in two. It feels like my soul has been separated. Can a man go crazy from loving someone so much? I feel that he started to have a breakdown the closer and closer we were getting to the wedding. Now he is up north getting the information to which he needs. I am down here the furthest away from my heart, trying to carry on. I am moving to a new place, starting a company, trying to stay busy and exercise. Yet, ever night before I close my eyes, all I see is him. All I dream about is him. Everyone tries to tell me their ways to get over someone, or how to forget and move on. i don't want to forget him. I love him. More than any one I have ever been with. Not for all the stories, and the things that he said to impress me. It was the man that he was when we were together. No one else just us. The man that would watch movies with me or walk on the beach and just be. When we were away from everything. But life isn't a fairy tail, everything happens for a reason, but you have to fight sometimes to figure out what those reasons are. No one can tell you to stop loving someone or how to live your life. You friends and family can only guide you the best they know how. We all can give each other advice and take what we can from it. It has been a while since I have written, but I just couldn't get myself to open up my blogger and talk about this yet. Starting today I will just keep at it. Remember we are all in this together, I must keep reminding myself.

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