Day 1 of the Month

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So day five of nightmares. I am getting pretty tired of not having a good nights rest. I don't understand why they are coming at me like this. I haven't had a strand of these in a long time. At least my anxiety levels are gone at the moment so maybe tonight wont be so freaking bad. My neighbors must think I am a nut house. hahaha Gracious my poor cat could use a good nights sleep, I think I made him crazier than he already was. Despite the nightmare funk things are still looking good for me. I just the okay to design a Catalogue/Magazine for the Motor Coach company. Yeah! Still on for the High top design, and been knocking out my photos. Now to only catch up with my crafty Etsy stuff. Busy week for me! :-)

Blogging and Defying Gravity

      Do you believe in fate, destiny, or Things that are meant to happen? I always think that when measures of life seem to be a little out of sorts. Sometimes I feel that my days can have so many  ups and downs that how could one possibly handle it without a sort of power animal. :-) 
Something has changed within me 
Something is not the same 
I'm through with playing by the rules 
Of someone else's game 
Too late for second-guessing 
Too late to go back to sleep 
It's time to trust my instincts 
Close my eyes: and leap! 
     The place that I volunteer for is holding a fundraiser, they asked if My friend/partner's and my company to be one of the silent auction prizes. A package to design/organize a space for the winner!!! I m so excited. That this is actually coming true. My dream of having a business is getting closer and closer! It also is officially fall, which makes me even happier. I love when it starts to get colder, I feel refreshed and new. 
It's time to try 
Defying gravity 
I think I'll try 
Defying gravity 
Kiss me goodbye 
I am defying gravity 
And you wont bring me down! 
      Some people in our lives may want to bring us down. The posers, players, takers, betrayers, etc. We all have those in our lives. Sometimes that can be someone we have known for years, some one very close to us, a family member, a friend, and sometimes people we just meet. Its just one of those things that negative people that just are more upset with something going on in their lives and cant deal with. So they usually pick on the people that are doing something in their lives. 
I'm through accepting limits 
''cause someone says they're so 
Some things I cannot change 
But till I try, I'll never know! 
Too long I've been afraid of 
Losing love I guess I've lost 
Well, if that's love 
It comes at much too high a cost! 
      I keep talking about going places and doing things. I want to travel so bad. I want to get out. I haven't traveled in so long that I forgot the feeling. Well not really. I have been writing down places that I can go to for small amounts of time. So I have come up with; NYC, Salem/Boston, Vegas, Tennessee, and a couple others. I have also written down long trip places. Those might have to wait a bit for they are more expensive. haha 
I'd sooner buy 
Defying gravity 
Kiss me goodbye 
I'm defying gravity 
I think I'll try 
Defying gravity 
And you wont bring me down! 


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I'd sooner buy 
Defying gravity 
Kiss me goodbye 
I'm defying gravity 
I think I'll try 
Defying gravity 
And you won't bring me down! 
bring me down! 
ohh ohhh ohhhh!

Secret affairs and matters of the hear

Do you ever feel as if you are just waitingImage by Funky64 (www.lucarossato.com)  
, waiting for an answer, a solution, an absolution. Sometimes I feel as if I wait and worry constantly about so many things. Have you ever looked in the mirror and saw so many faces, and shapes that you just keep staring to keep your self entertained? Sometimes I can just stare into the mirror and watch myself change and adapt to my mind. Sounds weird but I am willing to bet most of you have done it. It happens mostly when we are at our weakest point or highest point. At our extremes. 

I am reading a book, "The Artist's Way", and it is excellent. It is a book full of ways to get back to your inner most creative self. Doing exercises and tasks that help bring out the things that have been blocking ones creative capability. It is a great read, and I actually started writing again. Its great to be doing things again. Starting back up with dance, starting the company, starting writing and starting a whole new life of adventures. I have to keep my head up and move forward. 

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I wonder if this is how most people start off to certain epiphanies in their life. Well at least in mine. Not to sound horribly spoiled but I didn't exactly have a horrible life. So now that things pop into reality about Starting my own business, getting married, and growing up kinda have me freaking out a little bit. I never thought that at 26 I would be doing all of these things Yes, I may have dreamed that it would happen but it actually becoming a reality......? Never! The things I thought that I wanted are completely different then the things that I am wanting now. Its weird I suppose to expect so much from my life at this age and then to get what I expect is a whole other story. I wanted to get married....I'm engaged. I wanted to own my own business.......I am starting a company with my friend.

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