Rant

So these past few days have been quite the interesting ones. I got a Job...yes me a semi professional job that does not involve art. I can't believe it myself. I will be an insurance agent. I am actually kind of excited (and nervou) about this and it seems that only a couple of people are supportive about it. It is funny how people have been nagging on me about having a "real" job and when I finally decided to get one I get knocked for the type that I get..hey Im not picky and maybe this will work out maybe it wont. I am still proud of myself. Is that wrong? NO!! so why is it so dis-heartining to hear such negative comments? I guess that this month has just been a series of negative things that I have entered into myself;

• Ex came to town
• Ex is married
• My Best Friend has been kidnapped from her boyfriend (Not negative, but I feel like I haven't seen her in forever by ourselves. *
• My dad saying some negative things 
• A guy in H&M telling me I am fat
• Losing my necklace
• just feeling poopy 

Now all of these things aren't life threatening nor am I saying that my issues are more important than otehrs. Just saying that I have felt poopy all month and I am getting done with the little things helping the mood out. I am still hopeful of the future, hoping that this job will help me gain what I need to move onward and upward. This isnt the final adventure for Becca, this is a start to a new and exciting change. 

* So I don't know why I feel as if I am having withdrawls from my best friend. Maybe I am mad because she hasn't mentioned working on our show since they started dating, maybe we haven't gone out and danced in a while. All these things that we said we do together we arent doing ..... biggest being our show that we were working on! well lets hope see feels better tongiht and can come over, I'll talk to her and hopefully things will work out. 

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Dear Prudence

"Dear Prudence wont you come out to play." I can't believe that it has almost been a whole year. I can't believe of where I am and how things have gone so far in my life. I have grown so much. Yes, I still am the biggest kid in the toy store, and yes I still am a big dork. The things that I have grown in
Image via Wikipedia are the thoughts that I can now progress. I will keep my promises to myself and have been doing well so far. I start in small goals. "Becca, this month's goal is moving." Check! "Becca, This month's goal is to volunteer at a pet shelter." Check! "Becca, This month's goal is to get clients for the business." Check! (well this one is and will always be an ongoing goal) So I have been doing well with my goals and transitions. It may not be significant to those of you who lay out bigger goals. I like starting small and working my way up. It gives me more satisfaction. Now I didn't do this stuff all on my own. I had help from some amazing people. It is great knowing that at 26 I have such amazing friends that any one can ask for, A family that yes, at times can be a bit like th Osbourne's, but will always will be there and a whole fantastic future full of promise for two young women who are starting a company. I am smiling again, laughing again, and showing my heart again. I feel alive again. It is so nice finally to be out of the funk and shell that I was hiding under. I was tired of hiding who I was to please others. Now yes as I have stated before I will have some bad days here and there, but I have hope and positive thoughts in my mind.

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