Rant

So these past few days have been quite the interesting ones. I got a Job...yes me a semi professional job that does not involve art. I can't believe it myself. I will be an insurance agent. I am actually kind of excited (and nervou) about this and it seems that only a couple of people are supportive about it. It is funny how people have been nagging on me about having a "real" job and when I finally decided to get one I get knocked for the type that I get..hey Im not picky and maybe this will work out maybe it wont. I am still proud of myself. Is that wrong? NO!! so why is it so dis-heartining to hear such negative comments? I guess that this month has just been a series of negative things that I have entered into myself;

• Ex came to town
• Ex is married
• My Best Friend has been kidnapped from her boyfriend (Not negative, but I feel like I haven't seen her in forever by ourselves. *
• My dad saying some negative things 
• A guy in H&M telling me I am fat
• Losing my necklace
• just feeling poopy 

Now all of these things aren't life threatening nor am I saying that my issues are more important than otehrs. Just saying that I have felt poopy all month and I am getting done with the little things helping the mood out. I am still hopeful of the future, hoping that this job will help me gain what I need to move onward and upward. This isnt the final adventure for Becca, this is a start to a new and exciting change. 

* So I don't know why I feel as if I am having withdrawls from my best friend. Maybe I am mad because she hasn't mentioned working on our show since they started dating, maybe we haven't gone out and danced in a while. All these things that we said we do together we arent doing ..... biggest being our show that we were working on! well lets hope see feels better tongiht and can come over, I'll talk to her and hopefully things will work out. 

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Alice always makes me feel better

Maybe I had a bad moment yesterday. I know I should waste my time on sill boys that have no interest in stepping up to the plate. Ah well, all I can say is things will get better, life will get brighter. I am going down to my old stomping grounds for about a week with the bestie. I am so exited, South Florida always makes me feel better. Being by the beach, seeing friends, having some girl time, it will all be what I need. We will always be working on the dance routines and schedules, the sales gig, the band plan, and I will be doing some work on the 2BB company that I am doing with Steph. So It will be exactly what I need as well as productive. I had a great photo shoot yesterday and with that, logo, and newsletter I will be on the computer and photoshop for a while today. I guess I can safely say that I am truly happy with minor mishaps of sadness that may poke in and out for minimal amounts of time. So what do I watch on a day like this and a mood like this? Alice in Wonderland....female power! hehe

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