I am sorry that I was horribly mean to you last night. Maybe it was a combination of the alcohol and jealously to things that were happening. Not jealousy of another woman more of things that were said, ideas and being left out of the dark of things. I had no right to treat you the way I did and for that I am so sorry. I have no right to ask for forgiveness but please understand that sometimes I just get so defensive and angry at nothing. When I saw the hurt that I caused you I felt such remorse and so horrible. I love you my heart, my love. I am so sorry and hope that you can forgive me.