I was always told to make lists. My mother always told me to make lists for school and organizing things. My friends always told me to make lists for when I was guys, and there's always my lists...lists of things going on in my life. It shows me things that I need to change, work on, add, do...etc. I think everyone at some point should make a life list, significant other list or just a general one. I said this would be cheesy. So I thought I would make a list.
You know you grow up thinking that your life will turn out a certain way, be a certain person, and have everything figured out. But it doesn't work that way, although I do believe that everything happens for a reason, life happens the way it is supposed to. Sometime it seems as if Mr. Murphy sits up on a cloud and beams his law down on you. These past couple of months have been some of the craziest months in a while. I liked to think that it made me even stronger than I thought I was before.
Things are going well on the homestead. I am moving into a city style apartment, it reminds me of Ny apartments. I like them a lot. Stephen and are doing very well. he started working. He also is back to the man that I fell in love with. I still have not completely forgiven him for some things but he is trying and that's the part that I like. We go on dates, he pays attention to me, he is making me laugh again. I truly missed that. I loved his humor and laugh. There are going to be hard times ahead and great rewards. I know that I love him, I know that my plans will work out. I am trying to be as positive as one can be. Love is a crazy wonderful thing. it makes you mad, silly, happy, sad and all of the emotions one person can have.
You know you grow up thinking that your life will turn out a certain way, be a certain person, and have everything figured out. But it doesn't work that way, although I do believe that everything happens for a reason, life happens the way it is supposed to. Sometime it seems as if Mr. Murphy sits up on a cloud and beams his law down on you. These past couple of months have been some of the craziest months in a while. I liked to think that it made me even stronger than I thought I was before.
Things are going well on the homestead. I am moving into a city style apartment, it reminds me of Ny apartments. I like them a lot. Stephen and are doing very well. he started working. He also is back to the man that I fell in love with. I still have not completely forgiven him for some things but he is trying and that's the part that I like. We go on dates, he pays attention to me, he is making me laugh again. I truly missed that. I loved his humor and laugh. There are going to be hard times ahead and great rewards. I know that I love him, I know that my plans will work out. I am trying to be as positive as one can be. Love is a crazy wonderful thing. it makes you mad, silly, happy, sad and all of the emotions one person can have.
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